Saturday, December 31, 2011
Final post of 2011 - Time for some resolutions?
This is going to be a few days that will kick me right in the mazard. I need to get my shit together!
I am adding all of our old things to websites for At Every Step, cleaning out my computer, getting shit done yo. Heheh. :D
Friday, December 30, 2011
A Very Bergman New Year
to what we may have been without all this shit we were born into:"
Tragedy/Wolves in the Throne Room later this month! Holy crap yes!
I may take the train up to do it. :)
Bringing a couple Bergman movies up to Washington with me :D
Looking forward to seeing mom and dad and spending time with the fam. Trey has a gig New Year's eve and will be checking that out.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Nearly the End (of the year)!!
I was sick for Christmas but I woke up today feeling rather splendid. Going up to Washington to see mom, dad, and bro tomorrow morn. Gonna try to catch some of a movie now.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Huge fan of Misery Index. Majorly political band with some serious talent that plays uncompromising, bone-crushing speed/death/thrash/grind metal. On a related note, I have been listening to Volumes (their album "Via" rated #1 fan-voted album of 2011 on lambgoat.com) and Vildhjarta's MÃ¥sstaden. I'm strongly dislike the djent guitar tone on these albums, the compression just drives me crazy. When I listen to a band like Tombs or Blut Aus Nord, I simply FEEL a lot more. Much wider palette. Something tells me that this detached, unitive "djent" tone is part of the genre, to make us feel alone, sparse, etc, but I don't like it.
"Caves of raw steel, the modern graveyard.
What human failures promise for us.
Day turns into night."
Monday, December 19, 2011
Addicted
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Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Strapped/Hopeful
Need to do my best to get caught up.
What's up with Syria? And we think OWS was bad.. crazy! Oakland doesn't even hold a candle to this crazy shit.
Listening to all kinds of music. It's time to get my day started!
Saturday, December 10, 2011
An arrogant youth
Brutal. Capital b. I have been texting with a girl I have never met and she seems amazing. I wonder if she reads this heheh. Life is crazy. Could she be the one? I am so scared.
So yob is good. Quite good. Better than ever. And I don't even know them. They are just so polished that it makes me think they couldn't possibly be better :)
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Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Rent is due!
I just watched Book of Eli, and it was sort of wishy washy and confused.
Monday, December 5, 2011
Monday 12/5
Nuon Shea is on trial and it's crazy about the Khmer Rouge. Check it.
Friday, December 2, 2011
Friday December 2
Hope it's a good weekend that kicks off with a nice Friday at work and a Duck win tonight!
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
New noise
Work today, shouldn't be too bad.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Sunday at Mom's
Another day in the life. I feel like wandering Longview a bit and finding a coffee and a place to sit down and chill for a bit on my last day out of Eugene. :) It's been a lot of fun hehe.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Top 10
1. Bon Iver
2. Defeater
3. Wolves in the Throne Room
4. Animal Collective
5. Cynic
6. M83
7. Misery Index
8. Manic Street Preachers
9. Municipal Waste
10. A Wilhelm Scream
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Early morning
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Frustration
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Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Work lunch thoughts
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Thursday, October 20, 2011
Walking to wandering goat
Muammar quaddafi is dead. Who will replace him??
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Sunday, October 16, 2011
Tomorrow
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Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Minnesota, wi
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Monday, October 10, 2011
Monday at subway
I haven't been able to go to sam bond's much, so I am also looking forward to that element.
I'm hoping to snag some vinyl and hang with friends and/or meet some new peeps :)
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Monday, October 3, 2011
Monday morning
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Thursday, September 22, 2011
Time to update
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Sunday, September 18, 2011
Bus blog!
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Saturday, September 10, 2011
Operation mission: the cleanening
September 11th was 10 years ago, tomorrow. It brings up the concept of war. It makes me wonder about the bush family and how they raised their children. Patton and the sand pebbles, and John Wayne mythology. Church, and the severe delineation of right and wrong. War has always been an amplification of stupid squabbles to me, that should never be brought to a national level.
God, that is a gross simplification, but better cynical and disillusioned than slaughtering innocent people. Then I think of the Chris hedges book, War is a Force that Gives Us Meaning, and winder how other families discuss this stuff, or if they do at all. Abstraction is devious, wont to simplification and distance. It has always factored into our thought process though. My brother would read me the world almanac as a child, an we tended to generalize and statisticize to a level of empiricism and extremity that seems quite unnatural. For all of it's accompanying blemishes, this ability to abstract seems so important when we consider the world today, an it seems a shame not to see our leaders discuss it's benefits.
So when we look back at 9/11, and consider the forces that bent our will and anger into all out war on two fronts, you have to wonder. You just do. Wikileaks makes you wonder. The apparent inability of Obama to change who governs our finances is incredibly disturbing. Incredibly. But nearly as or more disturbing is the questions we have to ask ourselves. Could bush have been right about invading Iraq? Not linked at all to 9/11 (most likely), but is there a tie between that and the newest rebellions of the Arab spring? Did we jostle that with the toppling or saddam? We will never truly know, and who is to say yet if things will be better or worse??
Do the power elite think this abstractly? Do they tryst to discuss their maintenance of vast wealth? Would someone actually die if the rich were dethroned? Nobody needs a billion dollars or a private jet. Every single person in the entire world deserves free food, shelter, and medical care. These are what I think about on the days before 9/11. If I think about the specifics, the real people, the families, the heroes who helped (and who are being shafted without help because of medical problems in the aftermath), my eyes well up, and my sincere desires to quantify and abstract fail utterly. My heart goes out to all of you.
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Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Work
Location:Tuesdays like mondays
Monday, September 5, 2011
Walking the streets
I have got many finds, starting with eye of the tiger by survivor:
Bob Dylan, 7"'s by the dream factory, and some really great reads, including the reluctant fundamentalist (great title that brings to mind the brilliant Abu-Assad film, paradise now, which was discussed as a potential novel to define the post-911 era), and monkeys and apes, a biology tract by uo's own frances white. Now at albies, gonna grab a few groceries and a pumpkin frappuccino!!
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Friday, September 2, 2011
Gaspar Noe
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Wednesday should be much better..
Working on law ce, getting my rent check sent out, and just preparing for a better life in general :)
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Sunday Agenda
2. Laundry
3. Cleaning
Listening to Jackstraw, who are coming back to Sam Bond's. Haven't been to a bluegrass show in a while, and I've been meaning to get in with the guys at Sam Bond's. Reading, waking up. Hope everyone has a great day!
Blogging from the bench
What an absolutely beautiful day!!
I work a small shift at hilyard today and then my weekend proper begins. Head is feeling pretty good today :)
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Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Root canalsss
Life is pretty darn good, all things considered. Thanks dad and Ada. Love u guys very much.
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Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Monday, August 8, 2011
Abscess?? Recess?
This weekend, specifically Sunday morning, the tooth I had which needed a root canal, abscessed, giving me a nice-size lump on the left side of my face. I am currently on route to get it checked with the specialist.
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Saturday, August 6, 2011
At st vinny's
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Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Tonight
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Tuesday, August 2, 2011
City league bball at 730
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Location:Game 7 tonight, tired. Need to start playing in the mornings
Monday, August 1, 2011
Worky worky
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Friday, July 29, 2011
Work
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Tuesday, July 26, 2011
City league game #6
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Monday, July 25, 2011
Quick update!!
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Sunday, July 24, 2011
Plans
2. Get to St. Vinny's on w11th and hopefully get a chai. :)
Peace out
Monday, July 18, 2011
At work, a new week
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Thursday, July 14, 2011
Bloggage v2
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The first few days of 'treatment'
I went up to Longview for Christmas in 2007 and realized then that this weird headache I had been having was pretty much a constant at that point.
My first day I made an appointment to see someone at the free family clinic. The doctor there checked me out and thought it was probably a migraine and gave me samples of frova, I think. I remember going home and sitting down to relax and taking the frova. I passed for a couple of hours on the sofa and woke up refreshed, but this nagging 'spot' was still there in the background of my head.
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Tuesday, July 12, 2011
City league game #4
Today marks game #4 of our city league basketball schedule. So far we are 2-1. Good luck to us. I have to bike to and from the game tonight, after work. More later
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Monday, July 11, 2011
Monday
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Saturday, July 9, 2011
7/11/11
Head feels pretty good. Going to bring some reading to work. Not much to say currently. :)
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Missing work, but the prospects of a great weekend ahead
I missed work for the first time in quite a while and that's really unfortunate. I was feeling so tired and spent and it kinda drug me down to a cold. I could talk a lot of yesterday.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
From lunch
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Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Very sore, defeated but posi
Originally this was meant to be a way to discuss my migraines and their treatment, but since I have been using the same treatment for quite a while, I haven't really needed to make many updates in that regard, but I feel it is time.
I am still taking 60mg of propranolol daily, in 3 tablets at 20mg a piece. The first time I took this it felt like a clenched fist behind my left eye suddenly opened and relieved weeks of built up pressure. I was sort of prescribed this medication as a last resort as it can make u gain weight in a hurry. I have. Before I started getting migraines I was about 140-145 pounds. I weigh about 200-205 now. That's a hell of a lot of weight, to be sure, but I am healthier now than I think I ever have been in my life and I haven't had a cold or flu since early 2010. That's well over a year!! I am finally getting active again as well and playing lots of basketball and riding my bicycle pretty much everywhere.
The second medication that has become a staple for me is citalopram, which started for a couple of months at 20mg and has been 40mg ever since. About a week ago we were super busy at work, I had refilled my prescription and missed it for a couple of days. I finally took a dose at about 6pm on Friday and couldn't even sleep until late Saturday night. Shows how much the medication has become a part of my routine.
Finally, I am taking a 100mg tablet of amitriptylene every might at bedtime. This medication is great for me and zonks me out every night, allowing me to get on the best schedule of my life.
I take my first dose of propranolol at 845, along with my citalopram. I take my second dose of propranolol at 245pm, usually at about the time I head to lunch. Finally, at 845pm, I take my final dose of propranolol and my dose of amitriptylene. With very little variation, this has been and will continue to be my routine.. Back to work!!
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Tuesday, June 28, 2011
City League Game #2
Monday, June 27, 2011
A case of the mondays
Not nearly a much as last week, after we won our opening game by 50, I am anxious about game 2. !!!
My head feels really good today, for the most part. It's a good thing.
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Location:Work
Sunday, June 26, 2011
June is ending!
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Last night was the start
My unnamed crush has become the unrequited of late, as she has been too busy for hanging out. Still working my way through the bible (the moral animal: why we are the way we are), now on chapter 12, pg 256
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Sunday, June 19, 2011
St. Vinny's
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Sunday, June 12, 2011
Noon
Been listening to Red Fang. Haha. They rule!
Saturday, June 11, 2011
O saturday
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Thursday, June 9, 2011
Headache-inducing
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Wednesday, June 8, 2011
A failed attempt
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Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Walking
Basketball, blogging, and guitar before work tomorrow. And pushups and situps. I also need to schedule time to make up a diet/menu and start organizing drafts of my film essays.
Let's get this started.
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Monday, June 6, 2011
Break blog 1.0
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Sunday, June 5, 2011
Blogging from phone, from home
I am currently watching the premiere serial 'episode' of Louis Feuillade's Les Vampires. Something about a silent, tinted film warms the cockles.
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Saturday, June 4, 2011
A blog from work, or: the benefits of working weekends
blogging. Shh, don't tell anyone. What a week!
I was off a few days and worked thurs-now. My migraines have been better for quite a while now but a patient of ours told me about pseudo-tumor cerebri. Going to have to research that.
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Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Day Before Work
Joined Tout. Sounds like an interesting way to share impressions.
Tomorrow, I go back to work! Bam. Having four days off has been a beautiful thing. I feel rested and ready.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Lazy Tuesday morning
Monday, May 30, 2011
Logorrhea
:)
Friday, April 29, 2011
TGIF 1.0
The Blazers lost last night and their season is over. Can you imagine if they had Kevin Durant instead of Greg Oden? I feel bad for Oden, as I'm sure he knows many people are imagining this scenario.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Goals for the Day: Sunday, April 17th
2. Get my laundry and apartment cleaned
3. Maybe see a movie with Brigette and use my Borders %40 coupon :)
Friday, April 15, 2011
Intense day
Came home and watched bits of Robert Bresson's Pickpocket. Ominous.
Work starts at 11am. I blew up on Ramona yesterday - this has been an incredibly stressful weeks - and so its still pervades my working mind. She didn't come in until 5pm.
Around 1pm, a nice guy who is caring for his mother comes in and we're chatting. His mom took around 10 pills of depakote (certainly an overdose) about 7 hours before he went in to see her and was told by our pharmacist to seek immediate medical attention and she may have resulting brain damage. Scary moment. Is this the last we'll hear of the problem?
At around 3pm, a regular of ours came in to tell me that my bike had been stolen. This is the bike I've ridden pretty much every day since November when my car got a flat. That's 5+ months of solid riding. I'm going to miss it :/
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Friday, April 8, 2011
Long weekend, sans family
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Reflection
Do I finish school? Do I try and write, solely, and shoot for making money that way? Do I bust my ass and apply for grad school? So many questions to parse, so much self-discipline to mete out.
Work, which is my main priority, is pretty good. I am still learning, trying also to bend and mold myself into becoming the best pharmacy technician I can be. It's a living wage, and with raises, I can do pretty good for myself. So do I just stay here and save up money, perhaps trying to finish school, bit by bit? I can write poetry, stories, essays, and even screenplays. I can save and find good film production supplies. I do love Eugene, and what better place to hone myself, my passions. I can find people to be in a band with. I can do this if I really want it. So do I really want it?
I have discovered yet another hero. With such a ridiculous disparity of wealth in the United States, and a whiny fear of taxation, here is why. Guess what?? That top 1% taxation wouldn't effect anyone that I know.
So going up to Washington this weekend. Very excited to see my family. My dad, mom, brother, Ada, and Mike. Maybe a friend or two. A gig for my brother. Taking my bike, so I'm going to journey around town a bit, check out the pawn shops, etc. :) I am kinda sad to miss the Eugene Public Library book sale.
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Day 2
Going to go sell some cds and fart around downtown. I'm going to see Death Cab for Cutie in May, courtesy of my friend Brigette. What Sarah Said, I Will Follow You into the Dark, Passenger Seat, New Year, Brothers On a Hotel Bed, Transatlanticism, and We Looked Like Giants all get the nomination for best song ever.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Day 1
So, Friday night basketball didn't work out. My new friend Niels went awol. Just finished The Mutiny on the Bounty (1935, 7.0/10), which finishes a week full of early Best Picture Oscar winners, starting with the first, the silent Wings (1927, 6.0/10) and including The Broadway Melody (1929, 6.2/10). Thus far I've been underwhelmed, though I found Mutiny on the Bounty to be rather entertaining. Apparently Charles Laughton was known for saying that modern actors give you a photograph and real actors give you an oil painting. He fell into the latter grouping indeed.
Now on to Visconti movied, The Damned.
Sunday, March 27, 2011
3.27.11
Saturday, March 19, 2011
3.19.11
Personally, I have been trying very hard to break through and become a more organized person, typically in baby steps.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
A DAy of Cleaning
"If I were given 8 hours to chop down a tree, I'd spend 7 sharpening the axe."
-Abraham Lincoln
Saturday, January 22, 2011
1/22/2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Lots of things happening
Sunday, January 16, 2011
1/16/2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
A Productive weekend
Thursday, January 13, 2011
New Year's Resolution 2.0
Yesterday was the one year anniversary on the Haiti earthquake. My heart goes out to all those affected by such a horrible tragedy.
It's about 650am here, and I'm putting coffee on. I hope I can get a lot done this morning.