Headache today. Driving to Billings to see aunt who has lymphoma which has spread to her brain. She's 75. Really conservative. Sad. Still working on depression.
Saturday, April 23, 2016
Monday, April 18, 2016
So much
What a wonderful Sunday at the beach.
Still, I'm sad. My aunt is 75 and has a giant brain tumor. So much to write about this in the upcoming days. :/ I don't know her well, but I've hugged and laughed with this woman, and she is my mom's last remaining sibling, and her passing will make my mom the oldest remaining Slater alive. I'm going to call the crisis line and talk to someone about it, and hopefully consider writing some more.
Still, I'm sad. My aunt is 75 and has a giant brain tumor. So much to write about this in the upcoming days. :/ I don't know her well, but I've hugged and laughed with this woman, and she is my mom's last remaining sibling, and her passing will make my mom the oldest remaining Slater alive. I'm going to call the crisis line and talk to someone about it, and hopefully consider writing some more.
Thursday, April 14, 2016
Motherfuckers (A Look at the Weekend #30) 14 April 2016
So yeah... I had counseling at Columbia Wellness. There was never any direction or plan discussed. I was literally asked why I was there and let to go on for an hour. I'm frustrated that I wasn't interrupted at some point at given some sort of direction. Hmm.
I'm still hella depressed. I have debt. I have two jobs lined up, one of which will require a year before it gets ok and the other of which has really bad hours and is tough and stressful. Ack.
I'm still hella depressed. I have debt. I have two jobs lined up, one of which will require a year before it gets ok and the other of which has really bad hours and is tough and stressful. Ack.
Tuesday, March 29, 2016
Order! (Film #28) - 29 March 2016
Saw some films and such lately, but I'm not even close to organized and stable enough to write about them yet.
What a crazy couple of weeks. I'm basically completely cigarette-free. It has been since ~11pm, Friday, 3/25 that I smoked. The 26th and 27th were intense and tough. I met up with my brother and cried and talked a lot. Talked with Molly. Talk with Jason. Stayed with Casey. Ben stayed over a couple of times.
I went in for a counselor intake today. I still feel so fucked. I work tomorrow at Mint Valley at 815. Fun stuff.
What a crazy couple of weeks. I'm basically completely cigarette-free. It has been since ~11pm, Friday, 3/25 that I smoked. The 26th and 27th were intense and tough. I met up with my brother and cried and talked a lot. Talked with Molly. Talk with Jason. Stayed with Casey. Ben stayed over a couple of times.
I went in for a counselor intake today. I still feel so fucked. I work tomorrow at Mint Valley at 815. Fun stuff.
Friday, March 18, 2016
Thursday, December 10, 2015
Tuesday, December 1, 2015
Fuck it all (Film #27) 1 December 2015
Its 420am and I work at 9am. Blah. I'm sick of Petco and weird shifts. I was at work til 1am last night. I don't understand how it is ethical to do anything remotely like this? Jesus. I want to bomb Petco and dropkick the CEO in the face.
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