Untitled 11 (Weekend Review #22) 29 June 2014

I'm one post away from my yearly record, not nearly where I'd like to be in comparison to my friend.

Still, I'm pleased.  This was the most difficult year I've probably ever endured, or at least in quite sometime, and yet I've been productive in ways that I want to be.  I'm glad of that.  Now back to listening to anything and everything I can get my hands/ears on.

Untitled 10 (Saturday Life #25) 21 June 2014

Not much to say here.. Listening to a ton of music and loving it.  Being homeless sucks but I like being able to immerse myself in music and film.  :D

Untitled 9 (Friday Life #23) 20 June 2014

I've officially been living in a homeless shelter for over a month. 

Untitled 8 (Saturday Life #24) 24 May 2014

Oh the job-searching.

Untitled 7 (Friday Life #22) 23 May 2014

The end of May is upon us, and I'm still at the Community House.  I'm thinking that June may actually be the cruelest month, Thomas.

I'm still working through Neanderthal Man.  Not much to say about life at this point.  Back to work.  :)

Untitled 6 (A Look At The Weekend #20) 22 May 2014

Time to start digging.  I gotta get a job and do something with my life!  Haha.  Still reading Svante Paabo's "Neanderthal Man" at the library and watched a bit more of Boondock Saints 2 last night.  Weird movie.  I can't hear it with the sound turned so low, so I'm not really sure what 's being said, but it has a corny ambiance that makes the "franchise" of BS actually bs.  :)

Untitled 5 (Music #20) 21 May 2014

Film.  Somehow I wrote about it yesterday.  My stepmom can't handle me working for my dad, so I won't be going up there anymore.  Fucking bitch.  Anxiety attacks.  Just like Julia.  I hate them both.  Leechy fuckers.  But so is my brother, so it serves him right.

Now my mom is mad that I don't say goodnight when I leave her house.  My stepdad is mad about it too.  Well fuck them both.  Jesus.  I have to be nice to the people that are kicking me as my teeth are being kicked in.

She says that I left her in a shitty state, haha!  Yes, I'm sorry I didn't clean up as I was moving into the homeless shelter.  Idiot.  Bide your time.  Wait until you can make it count.

Then fucking cut all ties.  They can rot.  I can't believe how much bullshit I deal with on a daily basis from these god-damned genes!!

Apparently I've angered my stepdad too, so much so that he thinks I'm rude.  He's the one who calls people assholes and idiots to their face and he thinks other people are rude??  Fucking dumb fuck.

How do I extricate myself from my poisoned family??