Craziness Happening (Film #29) 28 June 2016

Got a job at Walmart as a pharmacy assistant.  Phase 1 of become a pharmacy tech in Washington has begun.  I work 10-7 so far, with an hour lunch.  It is good.

Not much film to talk of... saw Game of Thrones through the season 6 finale, watched the pilot of Preacher, and that's about it.  Good times.  More later, for sure, as I figure out how to regularize my life.  Cheers.

Billings 2 (Saturday Life #40) 23 April 2016

Woke up and shaved and showered.  Drank coffee.  Maybe coffee first.

Wandered the neighborhood.  Pics.

Basketball with Trey.

Gonna see aunt. 

Hoping to do disc golf after, we shall see.  Might do family stuff instead.

Billings (A Look at the Weekend #31) 22 April 2016

Headache today.  Driving to Billings to see aunt who has lymphoma which has spread to her brain.  She's 75.  Really conservative.  Sad.  Still working on depression.

So much

What a wonderful Sunday at the beach.

Still, I'm sad.  My aunt is 75 and has a giant brain tumor.  So much to write about this in the upcoming days.  :/  I don't know her well, but I've hugged and laughed with this woman, and she is my mom's last remaining sibling, and her passing will make my mom the oldest remaining Slater alive.  I'm going to call the crisis line and talk to someone about it, and hopefully consider writing some more.

Motherfuckers (A Look at the Weekend #30) 14 April 2016

So yeah... I had counseling at Columbia Wellness.  There was never any direction or plan discussed.  I was literally asked why I was there and let to go on for an hour.  I'm frustrated that I wasn't interrupted at some point at given some sort of direction.  Hmm.

I'm still hella depressed.  I have debt.  I have two jobs lined up, one of which will require a year before it gets ok and the other of which has really bad hours and is tough and stressful.  Ack.

Order! (Film #28) - 29 March 2016

Saw some films and such lately, but I'm not even close to organized and stable enough to write about them yet.

What a crazy couple of weeks.  I'm basically completely cigarette-free.  It has been since ~11pm, Friday, 3/25 that I smoked.  The 26th and 27th were intense and tough.  I met up with my brother and cried and talked a lot.  Talked with Molly.  Talk with Jason.  Stayed with Casey.  Ben stayed over a couple of times.

I went in for a counselor intake today.  I still feel so fucked.  I work tomorrow at Mint Valley at 815.  Fun stuff.

I've been smoking.  It's gross.  I'm depressed about life.  Lots of pressures and problems that I can't solve very well and I've been smoking to cope with it and I'm quitting.