Inderal redux

Head still sucking. I hope it's going to work. I up the dose next Tuesday. Sooo much pressure. Salsa debir. It's not fun. Nor is completing an incomplete in paleoprimatology.

Tuesday/3/25/2008/Inderal 10MG

My mom takes Inderal 20mg as a migraine prophylactic and today I began it. It was amazing. I felt like a tight fist in the back of my head, knotted up for the last three months was finally opening itself up and giving my head new life. Thank you thank you thank you.
Fuck you topamax.

Monday.. I'm in Love.. With Garlic

Oh Tracktown, how I love thee. So I'm guessing my migraines are a mixture of a need for vasodilation and -constriction both, as I woke up this morning and felt the overwhelming need for garlic at 741 am. Don't ask.
After shoveling a spoonful of minced garlic into my mouth, I went back to bed for 4 more hours. Cereal, life, etc, blah blah blah. I got a gnarly craving for garlic breadsticks and a late lunch about 330 and Joel and I finally shoved off and arrived at Tracktown Pizza about 5pm. Garlic on my cheese pizza. Yum.
Rocked out to some Sir-Mix-A-Lot and Smashing Pumpkins.
I smell thoroughly garlicktastic.
:D

easter

henry rollins is in town today. thinking about going.

head seems a bit better. bananas and yogurt are goooooooooooood.

the unbearable lightness of blogging

so.. yea. just in case i wasn't before, i'm definitely single now. my hidden intensity came out and BAM, scared her away. oh well. better sooner than later.
and back to YAY FOR MIGRAINES!

worst feeling ever

i hate the feeling when you go from worrying if you should keep asking the girl you're seeing if you should bother her about hanging out again, after hanging out for several nights in a row, self-consciously worrying that you're smothering her, to not being able to even worry about it as she thinks you're a fucking headcase.

yay for injections!

well i got a migraine injection today. that was fun. pull down the pants, needle to the booty. woohoo. didn't really hurt though. :)
anyway. my head doesn't feel any better.

last night. wow.

They always say you shouldn't mix alcohol with prescriptions.


I'm 28. I should know better. Right? Hmm..

I drank a full bottle of wine and a few beers. I weigh about 140lbs.

I made an ass of myself. I puked everywhere. The girl that I like.. I told her I Loved her. I puked more.

My headache is worse today than it has been. Silly me.

origin

i need something to keep my mind off of my mind, so you are it.

i haven't had a website steadily since my server hook-up moved to seattle when the family biz went down randomly about 6 years ago or something.

marissa then trashed the computer that had all the files on it, backed up, in case i ever found another server.

so here goes.

i've had a status migraine since 2 days before christmas, 2007. it started building since the day my car got totalled in october. today is wednesday march 19th, 2008.

since this is my migraine diary, here goes.

i take 75mg topamax in the mornings, and 100mg amitriptyline at night. the side effects aren't too much fun, but they're bearable and i actually feel somewhat alright sometimes.

i've recently met someone and she is really nifty.