God, a return

I miss REALLY blogging. I used to have a website stored at a domain that I was just waiting to get back up. Rhaka.cjb.net. It was a word used to belittle fellow men in Jewish society, something along the lines of today's "fag." The concept was that we should (always) conceptually and (sometimes) actually challenge our concepts of gender. I dated a girl who was very upset when she found out I looked at porn and destroyed my computer, when I stupidly gave it to her to show I didn't have to see it (porn) very often. Porn is not a necessity by any means. It's a lazy or expedient (depending on your vantage point) way of achieving stimulation and then climax.